Jelena Berenc

Each of 100 panels is 19" x 19"

Pencil on paper

Process: Each of 100 panels is filed with portraits drawn by web of layered lines, erasing, and rebuilding them with more layering. Each portrait defines another. Each panel is drawn individually. Each panel is part of the whole piece and only perceived as such. Just like we are shaped by those around us, we are part of the group, and groups create the whole of humanity.

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Watercolor and pencil on paper
12"x5" each

Total of 17,260 drawings of children. Based on the UNICEF fact: An estimated 6.3 million children under 15 years of age die, or 17,260 per day, or 1 every 5 seconds, mostly of preventable causes, according to mortality estimates released by UNICEF, the World Health Organization (WHO), the United Nations Population Division and the World Bank Group.

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h8” x w5” each 
.13 rapidograph on paper

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Approximately 1300 bricks total

Paper, prints, and wood stain

Site specific Installation

Some bricks state an atrocity committed throughout all of the humanity.

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Each capsule is dated matching the medicine taken on that date.
Empty medicine capsules, pen, and paper.

9” x 6”, book thickness 60”

Ink, watercolor, pencil, charcoal on paper Process: The book of 10,000 things, the book of all, contains 4 sections, 2500 drawings each: plants, stones, animals (including humans), and places.

The Piece: The book is a collection of perceptions, of the world, of being in the world.

Pencil on paper

h68”xw30”

The number of marks on each drawing represents the number of births and deaths per day globally.

353,015 births

155,520 deaths

New installation,

Ink, watercolor, and pencil on paper 
h75”x w36.5”

Pen on glass

h16” x w16”

Each side of the glass respectively contains the number of marks equal to the days in each of my parents’ life.

23703

21436

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h54"x w84" each of two

Pencil on paper

In the first drawing, bits of information, in this case melancholic portraits, create peacefulness and tranquility of the entire image. Portraits vary from 1mm to 1cm in size. Anything that exists, reality, only exists by the virtue of the mutual information it shares with other objects in the Universe, as information theory explains. Each bit/portrait defines and shapes the space of the other. Collectively, bits define the whole, yet when observing the entire image the well defined bits become unperceivable. Just the same, when observing the bits a tranquil perception of the entire imagery is not perceivable any longer. Even if the bit defines the whole, a bit is unlike the whole. In the second drawing, portraits are blank. The space for information is present, but the information itself is not. Even though the information within the space is unknown, it is blank, the entirety of the image is fully comprehensible. How do we perceive the space of the missing information within the bits? Do we project previously perceived portraits, or are we capable of creating new perceptions? How different, if any, is our perception of the whole depending on our knowledge of the parts? By knowing a bit can we automatically claim the knowledge of the whole? 55,000 portraits and 95,000 blank portraits; there is more of the unknown then of the known.

~230,000 bricks
Paper, gesso, wood stain
h60” x w90”

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Approximately 1300 bricks total

Paper, prints, and wood stain

Site specific Installation

Some bricks state an atrocity committed throughout all of the humanity.

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Part of Knowledge Shorts project is based on promoting and distribution of knowledge shorts. For example giving away Knowledge Shorts to passers by along the Magnificent Mile (shopping district in Chicago).

Begenings, 2012

Coloring pencils and paper were given daily, for a year, to a kid from 9 months of age (first moment of being able to hold a pencil).

Book of Marks

Book of Marks

Calendar, 2005 Pen on paper h68” x w2” each of 365, installation w76’ or 912” Process: At the end of each day draw a constant line on 68” (personal height) long paper. Mark the date on the top. The piece: A line is a direct expression of an inner energy, energy that defines an entire mental state of the given moment. A line expresses the most fundamental energy/thought which words can never capture. This formal aspect of a line/mark is the most truthful documentation of energy through and for all time.

pen on paper

h1” x w1”

The average square inch (6.5 cm²) of skin holds more than 1,000 nerve endings.

In a 1” x 1” accordion style book, 1,000 lines are drawn (25” long).

Watercolors on paper

h5” x w3.5”

Human heart beats about 100,000 times in one day and about 35 million times in a year. During an average lifetime, the human heart will beat more than 2.5 billion times.

100,000 dot marks are drawn on 5” x 3.5” accordion style book. Book format corresponds the average heart size. 

Pencil on paper

h8,5” x w8.5”

In humans there are about 200 different types of cells. 

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Pencil on paper

h68” x w30”

Human heart beats about 100,000 times in one day and about 35 million times in a year. During an average lifetime, the human heart will beat more than 2.5 billion times.

100,000 dot marks are drawn on 5” x 3.5” accordion style book. Book format corresponds the average heart size. 

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Pencil on paper

h68”xw30”

 he number of marks on each drawing represents the number of births and deaths per day globally.

353,015 births

155,520 deaths

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12” x 150”

Pen on paper

Process: An average brain size of 167 mm (6.574”) by 93 mm (3.661”) is a space filed with a continuous thoughts, daily, for 227 days, from conception to birth of my daughter. Each new day’s text is shifted 20mm from the beginning of the previous day, thus resulting in overlapping.

The piece is a documentation of reasoning, thinking, and feeling while experiencing life as carrying within itself another life. The piece's process follows perception of self-existence while being unified with another being. What happens with cognition, reasoning, and self perceptions?

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Pen on paper

h8.5” x w9” each of 227

Process: Portrait drawing is made daily for 227 days, from conception to birth.

The piece: With each day noticeable morphological changes happen, which is documented through portraits. 

Ink, watercolor, pencil, charcoal on paper

h6 x w9”, book thickness 40”

The piece: The book of 10,000 things, the book of all, contains 4 sections: plants, stones, animals (including humans), and places. A collection of perceptions, of the world, of being in the world.

18’ x 46.5”

Mechanical pencil on paper

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Ink, watercolor, and pencil on paper

36.5” x 75” (drawing height matches personal height)

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Pencil on paper

Personal height 68” x 26,5”

Each row is approximately 16th of an inch.

Filled-in drawing while reminiscing on past experiences. 

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Pencil on paper

Each of 30 drawings 68”x11”

Copious lines that turn into portrait are drawn daily for 30 days.

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Pencil on paper

30x4 pieces, each one h5” x w5”

Process: A set of marks is drawn simultaneously with both hands on two pieces of paper while perceptually focusing only on the right hand, the same rules with the same set of marks is repeated but this time the perceptual focus is only on the left hand, 30 different sets of marks are repeated using the same rules.

The piece: Study of the physical ability based on perceptual focus.

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Scratches on plexiglass

24” x 18”

The number of scratched marks on the plexiglas represents the exact number of days I have been alive. Just like the plexiglass, we are practically invisible, see-through, until daily life experiences leave visible scars that shape us, materializing us into concreteness.

Charcoal fingerprints on paper not sprayedwith fixative

Each h1”x w1”

Process: A fingerprint was made for each day of my life. Viewers are encouraged to take one fingerprint from the pile.

Pen on glass

h16” x w16”

Each side of the glass respectively contains the number of marks equal to the days in each of my parents’ life.

23703

21436

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Pencil on paper

Book format

Process :  A continuous pencil drawing was made while reading each book.

Raymond Queneau, Pierrot Mon Ami, Louis Ferdinand Celin, Castle to Castle, Rene Crevel, My body and I, Arthur Schopenhauer, Essays and Aphorisms, Jose Saramago, Seeing, Reiner Maria Rilke, Auguste Rodin, Marjane Satrapi, Persepolis, Henri Michaux, Stroke by Stroke, Leon Lederman, The God Particle, Rory Stewart, The Places in Between, Rilke, Sonnets to Orpheus, James Lord, A Giacometti portrait, Jose Saramago, Death with Interruptions, Victor Pelevin, 4 by Pelevin, Joseph LeDoux, Synaptic Self, How Our Brains become who we are, Victor Pelevin, Babylon, Boris Vian, Blues for a Black Cat and Other Stories, Patrick Wall, Pain: The Science of Suffering, Naguib Mahfouz The Journeu of Ibn Fattouma, Werner Heisenberg, Physics and Philosophy: The Revolution in Modern Science

Pencil on paper

Each h70” x w14”, drawing h67” x w10”

While fasting for a week a ‘fill-in’ drawing is made: format reflects the physical body height.

Pen on paper

h8.5” x w10.25”

Intention: Each day fill-in one piece of paper for 100 days with circular pen marks.

Result: Most of the pages are only partly filled.

Desire and aspiration is always greater than self’s capability.

Pen on paper

14” x 8.5”

Process: From the sunrise (i.e. 4:57am) to the sunset (i.e. 8:46pm) …… would write continuously its thoughts, feelings, beliefs, perceptions and apperceptions. The book is written in thirty days where each new day of writing is a new paragraph. Thirty days/paragraphs reflect ……’s age : ……’s handwriting is undecipherable. The entire book of ALL is unreadable.

The piece : Words are used to communicate thoughts and feelings but an individual’s thoughts and feelings cannot be understood by others. Thoughts and feelings, which are fundamentally a Self-Being, are understood only by the one who is experiencing them at that particular moment (personal present experiences). No one will ever hear, see, nor understand another one’s thoughts/feelings. No one will ever know another one’s Self-Being. To communicate is a useless and pointless noise. The only conscious is a self consciousness.

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Is Physical Reality, the experienced reality, the only real reality? What about Mind-independent Reality? Just because 100 years ago we did not know of the existence of the Dark Matter it doesn’t mean that it did not exist. Obviously the galaxies held together then just as well as today. Earth keeps spinning, with no interruptions, for dinosaurs, flat-earth-bolivars, as well as for those who have basic knowledge in astronomy and physics. How many more things hold our Reality together yet there is no consciousness to perceive it. Reality is mind-independent yet no less real. Is the blank paper ignored, less real, or equally important to the filled in paper? Can we consider what we don’t see as much as what we do see?

nk, pencil, charcoal washes, charcoal, pastels, shellac on paper

Each drawing h11 x w8.5”

The weight of the drawings/paper corresponds to body weight.

Pencil on paper

Each h6” x w3.75”

Ink fingerprints on paper

h60” x w220” (18.3’)

Process: Mark with fingerprints the number of days alive.

The piece: As the most constant and truthful manifestation of identity, each fingerprint symbolizes a day of self-existence. Due to the medium and finger’s pressure during an execution, each fingerprint differs from all the other. Is there a constant and unchanging self? What is a true identity?

Format : Average brain length = 167 mm / 6.574”

Average brain height = 93 mm / 3.661”

Process : Fill-in daily one paper with thoughts for 9 months. If it takes nine months for human life to be created and be born, how much does one change, if any, within nine months as an adult. One’s cognitive perceptions/thoughts are a direct reflection of one’s innermost Being, for this reason observing one’s thoughts for nine months will produce an accurate picture of how much one’s true Being has changed, developed, or not. Do we just live, or are we living?

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Pen on paper

4” x 68” each of 30

Process: For each of 30 days draw a number of circles that equals the number of living days. Format reflects personal physical height.

The piece : Within each new day, one progresses through life by repetitious reliving of previous days. Perception of life changes each day (smaller/bigger drawing). Each day one adds a new circle to one’s existence but each new day is just another repetition, the same as all the previous ones. Perhaps this is the impossibility of self-change.

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Mixed media

h2 1/4” x w1km (0.621 miles or 3,281 feet)

Pen on paper

18.75’ x 2.5’

Process: Circles were drawn for 30hr straight.

The piece: Impossibility of creating a circle / impossibility of creating self. An imperfect creation of an imperfect perfection. One has an image of what ideal self (circle) ought to be. One may search entire life for that fictional ideal self. One repeats self in hope that the next repetition may be better than the existing one but the further one gets the more tired one is, and the further from self (last hours of drawing). An imperfect self cannot create a self-perfection.

Pencil on paper

h16.25’ x w1.7’

A continuous line is drawn for 30 incessant hours.

Pen on paper

Wall drawing (96 pieces) h5.7’ x w5.5’, book h11” x w8.5”

Process: Hair-line like pen marks are used to fill in 96 pieces of paper that all together make a drawing of a portrait, 5.7’x 5.5’. Copies are made of all the 96 pieces. Kept in order, the copies are then bound into the book that is installed on a pedestal in front of the portrait drawing so that both may be viewed simultaneously.

One is made of many pieces. If we focus only on one of the pieces at a time, a book page; only then an abstract image is perceivable. On the other hand if the focus is on the whole we fail to see fine/individual marks/pieces that the whole is made of. This is the human impossibility to perceive others or self in their entirety (tiniest pieces and the whole). Reality is a perceptual construct.

Pencil on paper

Each of four drawings h9.7’ x w3’

Process: Each of the four drawings is made with the three pencils. First drawing is blank with unused pencils on the side. The second drawing is made by using only one pencil (the other two pencils together with the leftovers of the used pencil are attached to the wall to the right of the drawing). The third drawing is made by using two pencils (leftovers of the used pencils and the unused one are attached to the wall). The last drawing is made by using all three pencils (leftovers are attached to the wall). Each drawing is a drawing of a portrait.

The piece. One has a certain totality of potentials (certain amount and kind of materials). One may use none, all, or part of this totality which is directly represented in one’s self-qualities/self-appearance/self-existence (in one’s portrait). How much and how one uses what is within (what is “given”) is what one becomes.

Pencil on paper

h67” x w23.25”

Pencil, charcoal on paper

Each 3.7” x 2.8”, box 68” long

Process: Constrain self to draw 5000 things from the same spot. Every 1000 drawings, draw in a different physical or mental state:

1. normal

2. fasting

3. sleep abstinence

4. continuous

5. time limitation (one-minute drawing)

Repeat the whole piece the same way as the first 5000 drawings (10,000 drawings in final piece).

The piece: One perceives the world based on a personal view which is entirely directed by physical-mental cognition. Due to the different physical/mental state, number of things needed to be seen in a limited space, as well as the constraints enforced on the drawing method, perception of mundane observation is transformed into a personally enriched experience of seeing what has not been seen before and perception of surrounding space in a new/different way. How much more the second experience influences/changes the perception as opposed to the first experience.

Pencil on paper

6” x length varies (approximately 50 feet each)

Process: For 4 consecutive days a line was drawn for each inhale and exhale for a duration of 20 hours. Sleep for 3 hours after every 20th hour of drawing.

The piece: Breathing is a constant linear continuum. Automatic unconscious repetition. Gaining consciousness over this automatism (that is taken for granted) which keeps one alive is gaining consciousness of life. Life in its entire purity. Life free of any disturbances.

John von Neumann was a Hungarian-American mathematician, physicist, computer scientist, engineer and polymath. “How can we make something of long duration from parts that are very short lived? How something that is perfect could be constructed out of imperfect components? This, Is a basses of living systems. 1,000,000, 2005 is a simple pen on paper drawing, h 129” x w 60”. A very small mark, brick like, about 1/8”, is drawn over and over, one million times. Any individual mark caries its own imperfection. Any of one million marks would be invisible by itself, insignificant. Nevertheless, one million of insignificant imperfections, together as a whole, give rise to the massive wall. Each unique part caries its information, connects with the other surrounding parts and so on until the one new whole is created, different in character from the individual parts yet caring the information of the part (the part and the whole are rectangular in shape).

Paper

14” x 12.5” x 9.5”

Process: Make one Holedrawing each minute constantly for 36 hours. Begin at 6 and end at 6 o’clock. 2160 pages and/or minutes. 

Pen on paper

h68” x w2” each of 365, installation w76’ or 912”

Process: At the end of each day draw a constant line on 68” (personal height) long paper. Mark the date on the top.

The piece: A line is a direct expression of an inner energy, energy that defines an entire mental state of the given moment. A line expresses the most fundamental energy/thought which words can never capture. This formal aspect of a line/mark is the most truthful documentation of energy through and for all time.

Mixed media

h8.5” x  w8.5” x  d11”

In one stack of paper is a 3D hole-drawing portrait.  Another same-sized stack of paper consists of multiple 2D drawings of the 3D portrait drawn continuously over a course of 24 hours.  Blank pages are those left unfinished.

Throughout life, one develops numerous images of who and what oneself is. However to a great extent the self is unexplored and unseen.

Mixed media

h8.5” x  w8.5” x  d11”

In one stack of paper is a 3D hole-drawing portrait.  Another same-sized stack of paper consists of multiple 2D drawings of the 3D portrait drawn continuously over a course of 24 hours.  Blank pages are those left unfinished.

Throughout life, one develops numerous images of who and what oneself is. However to a great extent the self is unexplored and unseen.

Pen on paper, 5.5” x 8.5” x 3/8”

Process : Book 1 : draw marks on each page of the book as if you were writing.

book 2 : Draw exact number of marks used within book 1 on all outer sides of book 2.

One’s identity may be viewed and perceived by looking clearly at individual elements that one is built of (like reading a book 1 where each individual letter and word has its own meaning). Or one may merge all the individual elements together to see only the whole instead of the individual pieces. Viewing the whole, one perceives the overall energy of that which is within but fails to see individual pieces that the whole is built of (book 2). On the other hand if only individual pieces are observed perception fails to see the energy or the power of the whole entity (book 1). Only a perception of both views leads to a complete and full view of one’s self.

Pen on paper

26” x 18”

Process: Write continuously for 24hr all thoughts that appear in consciousness. Due to the over layering of writing hole will appear. All thoughts are merged together creating the hole.  

Pen on paper

4.5” x 10.5” x 9.5”

Process : The drawing of the holedrawing figure has been made through the whole book. On each page of the book a 2D drawing of different spaces is drawn. The 2D drawing is taking over the 3D holedrawing of the figure as the hole gets smaller and closer to the end.

Life experiences cause, change and mold self but self always stays self until it vanishes.

Pen on paper

h68” x w82”

Process: The hole (a head-like shape) has been formed by layers of written thoughts. The self is what the self thinks. Thoughts create the self while the self creates thoughts.

Paper, pen and white ink

Closed book h 40 1/4” x w 26 1/4”.

Open h 40 1/4” x w 52 1/2”

Process of the piece: 9819 doors represents 9819 days I have been alive up to 2/12/03, the date of completion of the piece. Most of the doors are drawn with the white ink. However, some of the doors are hole-drawings that are appearing and disappearing randomly through the book and are influencing the pen drawing. The ink drawing changes from being representational to abstract.

The piece: Each day new door presents itself upon us. Most of the time we don’t choose-dare to open the door (ink drawings of the doors) and start with the new experiences. The doors we open (hole-drawings of the doors) however will lead to other doors that need to be open. The door we choose to open today will influence and determine the doors that will be presented to us subsequently. While walking through the life each step and the movement of our physical-cognitive part of self has to be thought of and directed towards something and the consequence of it will be put upon us. Perhaps we never open the right door. Perhaps all doors are equal. Perhaps it doesn’t matter what we chose but how we deal with the consequences.

Paper, pen and ink

Each of 6 drawing: h32” x w20”

Process of the piece: On each of the 6 cardboard panels (that have been installed in the space by hanging from the ceiling) have on one side a drawing of the identical hole-figure and on the other side a drawing of the different motif that is following the shape of the hole. Motifs are in order of: crowd, birds, trees, rocks, books, and field.

Mixed media

67” x 22” x 1”

Process: The life size hole-drawing of a figure is dug out on an inch thick paper stack. On each piece of paper that has been dug out from the hole-drawing an image of figures is drawn. The hole-drawing of the figure is installed on the wall while small drawings are scattered throughout the space. Each drawing has a different motif as an indication of the different thoughts and memories that transpire within a Being. Being is just a simple form. The inner states, thoughts, experiences, ideas, beliefs, feelings, is what spreads around and beyond space-time. The being is temporal, static, indistinct, transparent, plain, while the energy from within spreads energy throughout space-time. Being becomes part of and is being within All.

Pencil on paper

The piece: The story of one’s life is fully understood and comprehended only by oneself. One’s autobiography will vanish together with one’s own existence. For everything/everyone other than oneself, the autobiography is just a pile of dusty words (where only few words may be recognized and even less understood). Even for the self, the autobiography vanishes in front of one’s own eyes (that which happened is just a dusty shredded memory). No matter what one does in one’s life one will never overcome being an unrecognizable/misunderstood pile of dusty words. One will never know the other. One will never know oneself.

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Each panel h 9” x w 7”

Wood, bricks, house paint

Process: Parts of houses were broken off with a hammer. The broken off pieces are glued on a white wood panel. Under each panel is the address number of the house from which that particular piece was taken.

Dimensions variable

Bricks, Pencil, Black wall

Process: Used brick that collected after the demolition is traced onto the black wall with the white pencil. The brick is then crushed into pieces and piled up in front of the traced drawing.

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Bottles, wire, dirt

h 21” x w 17”

Process of the piece: Each bottle contains dirt collected from different graves. Above each bottle is a number representing the year of person’s death. 

h9” x w5” each of 1440

Paper and pencil

Process: Scribble the linear field on paper every minute for 24 hours. Do we observe individual minutes/drawing or time as a whole, the entire installation? Does physical endurance influence cognition? Can one be aware of all the individual moments?

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h68” x w63” each shape is h 68” x w 30”

Black wall, Incised lines

Process: The number of incised lines into the wall on the right-side shape equals number of days I have been alive, and the left-side shape, the number of nights. The height of the shapes matches personal height. Every day we leave physical trace that materializes us into who we are.

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h7” x w11”

Paper, ink, video

Process: While making a drawing of a moon, shoot a video of the eye when looking up at the moon and when looking down at the paper while drawing the moon. Two projections of the eye, one observing the moon and the other observing the drawing, are projected above and below the drawing. Through the observation one interprets things consequently giving them a meaning and understanding. Regardless of the physical reality of things, one’s interpretation will always be based on one’s projection of oneself. Things are never as one sees them, they are only the way the mind constructs them. Observer imposes conditions on the nature of the object, which creates a different kind of reality than existed independently. Perception that follows the observation is nothing more than confused though.

Each drawing h9” x w12”, Installation: h96” x w81”

Paper, ink, house paint, book

Process: After reading one page of the book the page has been painted black. Then, drawing is made based on the memory of what was read. This process is continued until the whole book is black. At the end all drawings are painted black as well. The drawings are installed in the grid and in the middle of them is the black book. Anything that is experienced, in this case reading a book, is transfigured by self. Physically, text is a static combination of letters. Meaning of text has an infinite number of interpretations. With any new reading text becomes something other than what it was or is. Identity of text/drawings is metamorphosing with any new reading or observer due to the projection of self. Any text is equally meaningful as blank/black pages of it considering that the only thing that is left after experiencing a book is self projection. Through the personal interpretation of the text, the book alters into the drawings. Drawings, just the same, are altered personalized interpretations.

Paper, ink

Each of 25 drawings h10” x w10”.

The whole piece h60” x w60”

Process of the piece: Number of marks used to draw each of 25 portraits is placed above each drawing. All marks wereadded which gave the final number of 57,722.

The mechanical and repetitious process engaged in drawings is used to express quantity within one and all. Each portrait is just a number of things/marks with which it was created. However, at the end it becomes and exists only as a part of the whole (number as a part of the larger number). Perhaps humanity functions this way as well.

Paper, ink

Each of 7pieces: h20 1/2” x w9 1/2”

Process of the piece: 35655 is the number that emerged from counting marks that were used to create 7 drawings of hands. The number of marks of each drawing is placed above the drawing. The final equation is 7:26315.

Paper, pencil, ink , house paint, enamel

h12” x w18”

Process of the piece : Each page of the book has a drawing of a figure reading/looking at a page of the Book. The page which the figure is looking at is the next page of the Book (the figure is looking at himself looking at the book but he sees himself as he will appear on the next page). As the book progresses the drawings of the figure become darker. At the end the figure becomes black and disappears within the black background.  

Brick, tracing paper, pencil

Each is w10” x d12” x h from the ceiling to the floor

Process of the piece: Draw the brick. Break part of the brick with a hammer. Make a drawing of the brick that is left and a drawing of the broken part. The same process is repeated until there is no more brick. On the left are drawings of broken parts and on the right are drawings of the brick. Beneath the drawings on the left side are the broken parts and on the right side is a last piece of the actual brick that has been destroyed.

The piece: Mirror is a documentation of destruction thus creation. Destruction is a mirror reflection of life. While on one side destruction creates the diminishing of mater on the other it creates increases of the matter. In order for creation to happen destruction must occur.

Paper, pencil

h68” x w3”

Process of the piece: 9351 is the number of days I have been alive prior to November 1st 2001, which is the date of piece’s execution. The format matches my height.

Each day of our life we become new, different person based on the experiences.

Paper, pen

h45” x w25”

Process of the piece: Begin making continues line from the center of the paper with a new pen until pen runs out of ink. One pen lasted 17 1/2 hours, which has created 123 square inches of covered surface. 

Paper, pen

6” x 1” x 3”

Process of the piece: Sign your signature constantly until exhaustion of the hand. Due to the strong pressure of the pen in this case it took 4hr for which time 1” signaturehole was made.

Paper, pen

9” x 6” x 14”

Process of the piece: The hole is the result of 100 000 self signatures that have been drawn.

Paper, pen

1” x 3” x 12”

Process of the piece: Cover the first page with the signatures. Repeat signing on the top of the page until pen digs all the way through the 1” stack of paper. The smooth transition is made between the hole on the top and first page.

Combination of 2D drawing and the negative 3D drawing is made here. Signature is the ultimate reflection of Self, more so then self-portrait that reflects only physical aspects of self. Self is created by self by recreating Self over and over again. Repeating self until it becomes new self free from superfluous selves, repeating signatures until the hole is made. The hole has new character even though it was made by the same signatures. 

Paper, pen

h9” x w”6

Process of the piece: One Holedrawing has been made constantly each minute for 24 hours. 1440 pages in the stack.

Paper, pen

9 1/4” x 11” x 8.5”

Process of the piece: The oval-shaped drawing (in a size of my face) is created on the 9 1/4” stack of paper. The drawing is repeated until the bottom of the paper stack is reached.

The drawing is created not as a 2D illusion of the 3D space but as a 3D negative space that becomes positive. The hole is fictional world. Hole is always within something. It defines what something is by defining what something is not. Perhaps the part that is invisible (the part that is missing) is what defines self. Building what we are not is the way to create what we are. 

Paper, pen

9 1/4” x 11” x 9”

Process of the piece: The oval-shaped drawing is created on the 9” stack of paper. The drawing is repeated until the hole in the paper stack is made. 

Paper, pen, knife

The piece: Self among self; Will to power over self; The fullest existence (tallest stack of paper – 15”).

Self among others; One of many; Self inexistence (thinnest stack of paper – 3/4”).

Paper, pen

10” x ”13

Process of the piece. The Holedrawing is made so that top of the drawing is placed to be the bottom. To see is to look. To realize is to be involved.

Paper, pen, knife

h3” x w3” x l67.5”

Paper, pen

h3” x w67.5” each of 3

Process of the piece: Draw continuously until no more devoid of any perception of time other then before the beginning and right after decision is made to end. Proximately 25hr in this case. Execution of each 282 figure becomes moment for it self instead of given time.

Paper, pen

Each h20” x w15”

Process of the piece: One drawing is made for each of the following category.

1: One train ride. Draw continuously from first to the last stop.

2: Through the window in 10000 seconds. Look through the window for 10000 seconds and simultaneously draw whatever appears outside it. 

3: One neighborhood. Draw continuously while walk through a neighborhood (all streets and alleys) while drawing all that appears.

4: One house. Walk through the house and draw every possible view.

5: 67 miles. While riding in a car for 67 miles draw all that appears. 

Paper, pen

11” x 12” each of 5

The integration of drawing with the hole.

Paper, pen

11.5” x 11.5”

Process of the piece: Draw the holedrawing of a self portrait. Make each subsequent drawing following only the hole that is made by the first holedrawing until there is no more hole. Total 25 drawings. In each moment one is a sum of all past-future moments.